Diary 2: Looking Forward With Faith, Hope And Love

Today I woke up this morning filled with faith, hope and love. It was an accumulation of a lot of things that happened to me this week but mostly I am excited to move back to my university and have my own bedroom again in 4days time. This year is the last year of university for me. I have mix feelings about this ordeal. I like to know in life in advance what I would be doing next. And so the thought of going to final year is terrifying for me because I have not thought of a clear path to take after. I am hoping during the year I would be able to come up with some ideas to do. It may seem like a long way from now but I am very aware of how fast time can fly by.

Resolutions

After having my crazy times in the 1st and 2nd year, this year I vow to myself to cut back on my clubbing and outing events. It may prove difficult for me as I like going out all the time. But I'm just putting in my head that sacrifices have to be made. There are few things I am hoping to accomplish by the end of the year. For some reason I rarely get things done when I'm not doing nothing much. For me the busier I am the more productive I get. So I am hoping the stress that the amount of academic work 3rd year brings will fuel me to accomplish some of these goals. 

Less Of Me, More Of Him

I have become more able to surrender everything and trust in the ways of God more than ever now. I was always a practicing Catholic but in my mid teenage years I regret the days I failed to communicate with my spiritual side. This happened a lot in my 2nd year of uni. From this time of my life I put every successes, every failures, every heartaches in his hands. I get lost all the time in where life is taking me. But no more fear of the unknown. No getting caught up in things that do not help me grow as a human being and be a servant of his will. No longer failing to seize opportunities. 

Faith, Hope And Love

Sometimes we just need to spend time with our selves alone. In this silence this is where we know what we truly need, want and desire. To a new year of new blessings, pushing myself, staying motivated, working hard, surpassing my limits, achieving, persevering through his grace and help from my friends and family I have faith I will come out on the other side with content, satisfaction and  gratitude. 

Ace